feel so good
Oh our hearts beating faster, faster.
As if out of control and we can only wonder
Of a time our only care is how late are we gonna stay
Or if we would even sleep at all.
Can you feel the sembreak spirit? :D I’ve been waiting for this for GOD knows how long. Sobrang toxic sa college! And to think it’s just the first sem of my first year in college. And I’m not exactly sure yet if I survived my first sem grade-wise.
But right now, let’s not think of those things because we’re on SEM BREAK! And you just gotta love that, like it or not. 
So, how did I spend the first day of my semestral break? I cried. Yeah. Do I have to apologize for feeling horrible yesterday? I guess not. It continued through out much of today. I snuggled in my sweet little room right after lunch, tried to get some of the pain out and snooze all the way till 9pm. How’s that? Not bad, after having the last taste of sleepless nights for the first sem just last week. Seriously sleepless, honey. No, not even an hour.
I headed to Shang right after submitting my compilation for Design and Color and taking that written exam I’m sure to flunk. Decy was supposed to follow in Shang but she wasn’t able to. Caesar (childhood friend) and I were also supposed to meet up. But my phone failed me. It died on me! Ayun ded batt. Buti na lang nagkita kami ni Thea. Kasama nya pa si Ethel so ayun, lakad-lakad. Then eventually kami na lang ni Thea ang nagbonding. IT’S SO NICE TO CATCH UP WITH OLD FRIENDS. I really missed Thea. Hirap kasi CSB sya tas Sun sya Globe na kami.. Ayun.
Anyway, Ate Tric really touched me with her comment sa multiply ko. Grabe, buti pa sya na hindi ko naman kaclose kinumusta ko. Samantalang ang feeling ko nun super lonely. As in, never felt so lonely ever. Tas wala sa mga kaclose ko ang nagtetext jan. Alam nyo un? Ok fine, maybe I should have texted them na hey, me prob ako or whatever. But still, iba ung feel kapag nafeel lang nila na you’re not ok. Di ba? Anyway, drama’s over. Thanks to Mabs, Bea, Dags and Caesar and Mia as well. I’m feeling so much better now.
*I dunno bat hindi napost to nung isang araw. Anyway, this was written Oct. 12, 2008.
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Hi estell! :D It IS sembreak! And I’m semi-enjoying it! I’m just so bored. I want to go out, I dunno. Party, shop or whatever. Too bad wala man lang akong savings over the sem. All spent on comfort food. Lolz.
Am I dense or hindi lang nakalagay? Why did you cry? Awww. *hugs*
I’ve felt (feel) the same way. Ako lang kasi Sun samin and my friends won’t even text me cos of that. I’ve also never felt so lonely. Ngayong college lang. College blues? Hehe.
Nice to know you feel so much better!
Cheers to the sem break! :D
Estell~ I miiiiissss you!! hahaha, sarap ng buhay pag sembreak!! Nakakamiss talaga…… sa work kasi walang sembreak…
oo ansarap ng feeling na makita mo yung mga old friends mo.. Haha, anyway estell sama ka na sa photoshoot with tatie and isai :D i want to see you and isai~ I saw tatie already~ kahit wala kang cam, ikaw na lang model :D yay~ of i’ll let you use my slr :D ha? ha? yun with isai and tatie makati ata yung venue? somewhere in rockwell since malapit si isai don :D
YAYS! Sembreak! :P At last! Ang toxic ng college noh, super. Pero ang bilis! Look oh, magsesecond sem na tayo! Parang kelan lang we were all excited about going to college!
Aww, you cried on the first day of the break! Tskk, dapat magenjoy ka!
SEMBREAK-ING NA SI ESTELL!
I super agree.. grabeng toxic nga sa college. Despite the many new experiences, ibang level talaga ang stress. And what makes it more difficult is that you don’t have the same people with you na.. you all lead different lives na.. and when that nostalgic feeling sinks in, super nkaka-sad talaga. I’m glad you’re feeling better na! If it helps.. *HUUUUUUUUUG!*
Sembreak naaaa! Let’s enjoy it while it lasts! :D
(BTW, pinapatanong ni Andy yung first name mo.. Hehe sabe ko, “si Estell, si Estell! yung si Estell! yung sa UST ngaun, Advertising!” parang ang close-close naman naten :P)
sem break spirit,, haha, sorry I don’t.. im anot a student kasi,, hahah
One more week, sembreak ko narin. Nyahahha. Uhhh..they’re not texting you po ba?
Sana po tinext mo ko. Ay … ito po pala yung number ko -> 09273428033. Ayan text text tayo ate. Lagi naman ako unli. You can text me anytime. 
Kung hindi ako unli, mag uunli ako for you. Naks! Hehe. Sana okay ka na po. bakit kapo ba nag cry cry? Hmm? Ayun … Miss you ate. 
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